my 20th birthday - Lauren's Intervention
May. 21st, 2005
10:24 am - my 20th birthday
me go to toilet. me puke. me in control.
me go outside. me not in control.
me stumble into house, sit on chair. me green. beth: "yeah. i'm going to need you to drink some water. now."
me drink water. me open mouth. vomit comes out. this marks the first time ever that i yakked on myself. carly jun and ben disappear. beth and amanda get me naked, change my clothes.
more water. lying on floor.
they put me in the shower. they think i'll drown and take me out. more water. they put me in more clothes. put me in bed. i am cold. very cold. have a disproportionate number of blankets to the number of people staying here. vomit in trash can. pass out.